Ladoo…

The task is like going uphill…the climb is a wee bit tedious. This week has begun well and I have been exercising and been good with food till now…

A tiny slip up happened. Neighbour is celebrating her son’s first birthday. She came with a box full of laddoos and samosa. The weak me could battle any longer. The stress took over and the laddoo was demolished. RR is going to be furious. I ate it because I knew if not now the laddoo would have pulled me to it, may be in the middle of the night. 

I should not have done it but I am human. Will double my workup tom for this. For some odd reason I am not feeling bad. Donno if this is good or bad!

Dedication and gardening

Ummn hmmn don’t ask me why I am not blogging these days. What’s it with me? Last week I was on a low. The blog took back seat, gyming was almost forgotten, but the only good thing was that I stuck to my diet. I got a pep talk from RR. I am back in force...

They are all trying to help me and what do I do? Find reasons not to go to the gym. How mean of me? To fix things I immediately took the whole process seriously again. Started working out diligently. This morning little one seemed to have some cold and cough issues. So no school. No school means no gym Well not this time. I went to MSG gym and brought the dumbbells home. One hour workout with dumbells. Feeling good.

Oh I must tell you about my new found happiness. I have got heavily interested in plants and gardening. My living room balcony is my new work area. Purchased mud and pots yesterday. I have planted some seeds and am tending to them. I know I will be rewarded soon…very soon…

Demotivated?

There is nothing eventful happening in my life as of now. I am on the regular grind. Diet and gym is going on. Today I was highly demotivated while entering the gym. Wanted to run away. Monika threw in a few words of inspiration. The weather is spoiling my spirit. Checked my weight, the scale didn’t move. Hmm

I donno if my body has got used to this. I wont write much today. No mood actually…

Cheater cheater…

Weekend’s over! I would not call it an eventful one, but yes it was good. I was in revelry about my weightloss and was already feeling like Ash Rai. Saturday evening has to run some chores and that took me to Gauravnagar. Vi (Husband) was raving about this new chat corner and stopped the car right in front of Kanti sweets.

And this new found chat corner was a local gaadi. What a huge rush! We ordered for masala puri and I had a couple of spoons from Vi’s plate. Nothing great to rave about. Daughter wanted to eat bhel puri and Kanti sweets was her choice.

When the bhel puri arrived I just could not stop myself at 2 spoons. I went on…as the spoon loaded with bhel reached my mouth, my eyes were scanning if RR or Kawal walk into Kanti sweets. What will they do to me if they sight me hogging? I even visualized RR making me standing on the chair and yelling at me asking “Will you eat that again? Cant you see yourself?” But the journey of the spoon to my mouth didn’t stop even with these thoughts.

I must have put some 10-12 spoons of bhel into my mouth and then I stopped. Not fair yaar, mind said. Your craving is gone, please don’t stuff yourself. I complied. And to be fair to my diet, I just let go of the 1 roti and subzi which I was to have for dinner. Couple of glasses of water and I was done for the day.

Fat starts crumbling

Welcome weekend! I was so very looking forward to you. Blogging these days has become a luxury. RR is reminding me of it daily and I tell her my woes and unending work. I have good news and  bad news. Good news first my weight has started crumbling! (I am reminded of the Mahabharat batter, with two arrows meeting and my arrow stays, fat’s arrow is shredded)

With a heavy heart I stood on the weighing scale after 2 whole weeks.

Surprise, the weighing scale complied and showed me 2.6 kgs lesser than my start weight! Could not be gladder. Thank you RR and Kawal.

Now the bad news! I missed going to the gym this morning. I was purely lazy and went on doing chores that could have been attended later. But it’s a promise that I will go this evening. Incase I miss I will walk or Surya Namaskara (60 count).

The feeling of loosing is surely good. I believe that I will be there. Slow and steady is my motto and I have my strength RR with me. Also there is JP who doesn’t let me go down. Senti stuff huh! Today I feeling like an academy award winner, who wants to go on talking endlessly. People just imagine what will happen when I actually reach my goal **evil grin**.

Friday fright!

Tomorrow is the day when I have to record my weight. It would be a lie if I say I am not nervous. To be frank I am. Until this noon I was feeling good but now the good feeling is going away slowly. RR has asked me to care a damn. Wish it were that easy.

Today was my rest day at the gym. I was in severe pain last night. The pain has gone 60 percent. I am ready for my tomorrow’s workout. I have been following my diet to the letter T. I am kind of loving this scheduled eating. Sometimes I forget to eat the snack. But otherwise I am good.

My vegetable vendor is shocked to see me daily. When I asked him about Palak (leafy greens) he suggested that I buy the fresh ones from the gaadiwala. He too is helping me with fresh supplies.

Immense pain

I am in immense pain. My arms are crying so are my thighs…Kawal’s excersises are working and my arms, chest and thighs are shocked. Why this sudden up rise? They refuse to comply and I refuse to give up…the exercise regime continues…unable to type much due to the pain...will get back soon.